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2010-03-02T23:34:00.000+08:00

Won't be deleting blogger. I'll leave this blog here. :)

Curse. Fuck.

2010-02-24T17:27:00.002+08:00

I'm having cough with flu, I'm so not gonna take the antibiotics which is so huge that the pill can stuff up to your nostrils nor the cough syrup which is gonna taste like shit.

Whats the worst.
I freaking cut myself on my finger, thanks to the damn correction tape.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I still miss my days with WPW and DCKM. :D

1 month 21 days.

2010-02-21T22:21:00.002+08:00

"But what bothers her the most is when someone walks into her life knowing they won't stay."

Via eletheowl.

2010-02-18T20:49:00.000+08:00

"People ask why it's so hard to trust people and I ask them why it's so hard to keep a promise."

to Auntie Doreen.

(1256)

2010-02-18T20:48:00.000+08:00

"Just because her eyes don't tear, doesn't mean her heart doesn't cry and just because she comes off strong doesn't mean there's nothing wrong."

Don't cry doesn't means cold blooded, Didn't feel sad doesn't means don't care.

Just that, I don't show.

You took 15 years to fill up the hole he left inside your heart.

2010-02-18T20:16:00.000+08:00

"Is that we never fall for people we're supposed to."

I loved the way he smelled whenever his head dipped close to hear what I was saying - like the sun striking the cheek of a tomato, or soap drying on the hood of a car.

I loved the way his hand felt on my spine. I loved.

- My sister's keeper.

I'm easy to love, hardest to keep loving.

2010-02-17T21:16:00.000+08:00

There’s someone in her past that she hasn’t gotten over yet. Each day is like the last and she misses what she can’t forget. It’s just an empty space where something used to be. Now she guards the gate, but she’s lost the key. No one enters, but no one leaves.

I smile, because when I cry it doesn’t help. When I cry, all it does is make people ask if I’m okay. i would love nothing more than to punch these people. I’m sitting here crying, but yes, I’m perfectly happy. I mean, come on, give me a break. Obviously I’m not okay.

Most of the time, we can’t tell what’s wrong with somebody by just looking at them. After all, they can look perfectly fine on the outside, while their insides tell us a whole different story.

(via Eletheowl)

Bad love.

2010-02-15T22:50:00.002+08:00

Happy Cny and valentine! How was yours? ;)

Mine was excellent, with lee hong ki. (L)

Everything that you are.

2010-02-12T23:06:00.003+08:00

School -> Lot1 -> Home -> Hospital. ;)
Baby nephew born today! Junior Che, No not his real name. His parents haven't got him one.
Damn, He's so freaking cute. With two dimples and deep double eyelids!
(Zealous...) I wanna have a kid with dimples also!! I touch his smooth face~

Like toufuu. Baby J is gonna be a big kid and takecare of him now. Hehe..
I got a val gift today, But yeah. Thanks anyway.
Home to do housework then market for dinner. So many people.
And I saw the same guy twice today!! L O L. Ok damn.
I got my wishlist on and it's gonna be a long one. But first..
- Itouch moshi moshi backcover.
- Polaroid camera. (I've been spending wayyyy too muchhh. :@)

Dear god.

2010-02-11T20:53:00.002+08:00

Singapore discovery center today, Desiree didn't came. Esther too, Limin skipped SDC.
Was alone, so.. during the whole trip I was with Ryan. Kheerong. Ryan. Kheerong. Ryan.
Nick made me, Ryan and D laughed like crazy!! I swear, ;) heheh.. Very funny.

Was damn tired after SDC, Bus to school the bus home alone. Then played with nephew.
Ate early dinner, drop dead on the sofa till now. -__- I still have undone English homework.
But my eyelids is so heavy and I feel like sleeping....... (Damn)

I swear I'm gonna kill Des tml.

2010-02-10T22:31:00.001+08:00

School tml. ;/ And I'm alone. Oh my...

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.

2010-02-09T18:49:00.004+08:00

My life is, wasted and wasteful.
Chem test tml, Math test tml. SS open book test nxt lesson.
Ct1 after new year, Any worst then this? School is tiring. :( But at least, there's fp today.
Ok. fp = FREE PERIOD.
I'm bored. I'm tired. I'm sleepy. I. Don't. Feel. Like. Studying. :<

Do you catch a breath when I look at you.

2010-02-08T21:10:00.002+08:00

Chatting with P now, talking bout what to get for her bf on val.
Blah blah blah. Maybe it's good to have a valentine maybe not.
When you have someone ideal in mind and he does have you too, It's pretty nice to spend valentine. Even though far away or just beside each other.

But when you doesn't have you will be so zealous that you have to spend val.
When all your friends are attached. OH MY GOD. I'm in this state. :P
So.. ok. I'm feeling sour now. (Hehehe..) But I'm feeling kinda good at least..
Val fall on New year. ;) If not I might just drag someone or anyone out with me.
(Wooooooooooooooooo...)

I flunk my Geo test for sure, I slept for the last 10mins and send the mins before staring at the paper. Silently praying that some answers will pop out.
YA. BAI BAI.

2010-02-07T22:34:00.000+08:00

I'm gonna have this as my kid. HAHAHAHAHA. He's freaking adorable~

Where they go hardcore.

2010-02-07T21:15:00.003+08:00

School tml I hope tml will be nice. ;)
Ever since this guy sit beside me, days in school were... LOL.
I'm watching this channel 8 show where there is this mutha-fucking gay, LOL.
The way he speaks damn funny lah! When he went -omg- there's this hand sign.
Familiar to one of a Taiwan actress. Pohwei and her bf may get this. :P
Then when he call his sister he went like "Jiehhhhhhh.." LOL.

I almost slap him. HAHAHAHAA. Mutha fucking funny ok. I'm gonna share with P tml.
(Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....)

When you are right here by my side.

2010-02-06T17:44:00.002+08:00

Gave cip a miss, Woke up. Then Des text me to go out, Meet her.
Lot 1 to have breadfast-cum-lunch then saw schoolmates doing CIP. (hehehe..)
Aftermath, Westmall to do work. Was supposed to do work, end up....
We played psp and itouch games, LOL. Bus back to Lot1, There's this fucking irritating fly/bee kept flying near Des.
So I kept yelling at Des to get rid of it, and no one was talking inside the bus. Only me and her. Z.
Walked round and round while Pohwei came. Slack around then she went to meet her bf.
Des went home 'cos she wanted to go town with her fam. So I went homeeeee.

Gonna go out with my fam now, This weekends is like total bullshit.
Was suppose to study on Friday night, End up me and Pohwei chit chat and played till 10+.
Home without any work done! (Hehehee..)
Cos Pohwei was telling me how fab her life is ever since she went back with her bf. (HAHAHAHAH) ;)

It feels great to be in love, Don't you think so? ;) Yes, I'm in love.
With my itouch baby. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....
I'm gonna buried myself alive with books later on at night. Oh yes, I'm sleeping late.
For the sake of doing so many mathematics sums. And I'm gonna fail my damn english.
I done 0 class work, Wtfz. Fail for my physic for sure oh and POA. There's more to come..

“When I see you smile and know that it is not for me, that is when I will miss you the most.”

2010-02-05T16:47:00.002+08:00

Yes byebye, Meeting Pohwei at lot1 later on to do some work. Then.. Flag day tml.
Anyone from my class goingggggggg? ;)

2010-02-04T19:15:00.001+08:00

Post tml, Physic test tml. And I got Itouch from Gordy :) (Happy)

Gonna go do housework now BAI.

You know, I hate to hurt you.

2010-02-03T20:24:00.000+08:00

I'm half dead you see, Sentosa trip drained me today. Home to do homework and gonna iron my uniform.
What a day, I've no pictures with me now so bear with me. :)
Ok, back to school tml :> I'm getting a early rest! Dead beat. Toddles!!

Lights, stars.

2010-02-01T20:09:00.000+08:00

It breaks your heart to see the one you love is happy with someone else, but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.

- Love quotes.

Love like this.

2010-02-01T18:29:00.001+08:00

Half dead and half alive, School is going fab. :> Recess with L then class with my new classmates.
Was great everyday, finally we get to talk alittle bit of stuffs here and there.
Exception that I think I don't really like my new sitting arrangement. Loner. -.- Heck.
I'm here staring at this machine for the past 2hours watching Hi, My sweetheart.
Ok, I didn't find the ending good because.. it was the same. They got married and ya da da~
Stop here for now, Math homework left undone and tml I gotta face her. :> Weeeeee.

Love doesn't hurts.

2010-01-31T22:26:00.000+08:00

"Never take someone for granted. Hold the correct person close to your heart because your might wake up one day and realize that you've lost a diamond while you where too busy collecting stones."

Broke each others hearts again.

2010-01-31T21:18:00.002+08:00

Out with Pohwei to Haji lane and then street then junction.

Pleasant day to me because I brought a super sweet dress at 30. And a pouch and a shoe at 20. :>
I'm looking forward to CNY because I'm going to use red packet money to purchase a Itouch.
(Inserts happy face)

Better off this way.

2010-01-31T19:37:00.004+08:00

Cousin's husband brother wedding, I didn't know why am I invited. It was on the 2nd of Jan.

They were too high and got me posting for weird reason, People from other table were staring at us. Lol.

Newly weds.

The gift. Stupid fake metal chopsticks, (...)

I anyhow snap this.

Time never stops.

2010-01-27T19:20:00.000+08:00

I'll be blogging more on Saturday because I have no pictures and I've been too tired + lazy to blog.
Ok. Bye. =)

2010-01-21T21:59:00.000+08:00

I think i'm very anti-social. I don't smile to people when they look at me,
I don't talk much to people when they talk to me. :<

2010-01-20T21:28:00.001+08:00

I need a break from all these stuffs, And my break is coming on Saturday! (Inserts happy face)
Chalet with family and cousin, I'm srsly looking forward. :) Math and Poa test on fri.

I'm in the never ending rain.

2010-01-18T23:14:00.001+08:00

Hello hello, Byebye. :) 11:11Pm now and I shall start posting.. Day was great. Monday was awesome!
Always, At least I don't have mathematics lesson. Ew, Hong Tat danced Super girl in Mother T today.
Made me laughing all the way, :> (Hehehee..) I almost complete my math homework, Left 1 more question.

Shall ask from Des or whoever tml, Super tiring.
Gonna squeeze the damned train with those stupid working adults tml.
Ugh. How i wish my Mom can just drive me to school everyday, :<
Bye!

Pixie dust.

2010-01-17T22:43:00.000+08:00

Something like this for birthday this year would be nice. Hehe.. :P
Oh well, I'm gonna save up for that. Then earn moolah for braces, It's gonna take years or months.
Fine, I'm ok with it. >: How I wish I'am not that kind of gadget kid. Seeeesh.
Gadget are the most expensive things! Ok, maybe not all. :)

I'm gonna give up on my math, And I ate muah chee today made by my Grand ma.
Family problems for these two days, resulting busy plus lack of mood. And tired.
I have been going down to Uncle house then his shop then temple then back to his house.
For 2 days, Oh my. Hope he gets well soon, If not I'm gonna keep going like this. :/

Terrible.. Bah. Something crop up again, the reason I didn't reply is because.

I didn't wanted to result to another quarrel since you decided to step out :) Oh well..

Lookbook.nu is a marvelous site! :) So many fashion you see there. hehe.
I've been looking at them for the past 1hour. Heheh.

Forever is over.

2010-01-16T12:30:00.003+08:00

Vivo after school was pretty good. :) Pohwei's bf join us and S.
Since I didn't want to be the huge light bulb aloneee. (Inserts happy face)
Took bus to Vivo after meeting them at interchange, reached. Brought tickets first.
Have lunch at Ljs then to the movies! Was feeling pretty good because it's been so long since I caught a movie, hehe..
Sherlock Holmes is a pretty good movie, I only liked the ending and the fighting.
Not when they were talking bout those black magic. Ew..

Ok, anyway. Achievements for this week of school..
I score 34 over 50 for my chinese test then ful marks for Poa test.
Mr Tham got us for consistent talking during his boring chemistry lesson. Ew.
And I was got picked out together with L and E for this year Outreach. Ugh.
My mom needs to go to school for some talk from 7.30 am - 9.30 am. (Yucks!)

Ok bye! :>

My heart is numb, has no feeling.

2010-01-14T18:52:00.003+08:00

Is feeling god damn tired from E's house, Bimbos there. Lol, But I enjoyed myself.
While the rest were trying on clothes, I was snapping away. :)
School was fine. I caught myself flu and maybe gonna rest later.
I'm still considering should I go out tml anyway.. (Yawnz)

My fight is your fight.

2010-01-13T17:49:00.000+08:00

I'm very very and extremely TIRED nowz. Class was fine everyday, Normal. With jokes.
POA test today was a breeze, Learning the same things twice how difficult get this get!
Math lesson was a wreck when I panic during the damned quiz and I cannot finish on time!!
Hence I failed it, I my index number got to the hit list. Worst day..

What's the worst!! I was listening to the radio with my Nano last night, It was bout to flat.
And I fall alseep so I left it on till the morning! So it died on me, yes. Worst.
Soo.. Attire check today was mad. And I got caught twice for my skirt and my hair.
Tskk..tskk.. Bah. bye!

2010 is a damned year.

2010-01-12T17:58:00.000+08:00

2009 was that great, but 2010 was far worse!! Damn the 1st month of this year. (Curse)
I'm. very. tired. now. I got caught for answering math question during L3 class because..
I giggled. -.- Thanks to the stupid mehz for sitting behind me disturbing me. Feel like whacking him.
Recently after school has been just having lunch then home to do laundry then homework.
(ugh.) I think I almost threw my computer down now. My brain is going to burst from thinking and all.
Sometimes I think I sucked so much then I just feel like slapping myself.
I'm not pissed with anyone else but myself. OK GET IT. (curse)

Ok byebye my brain is going to crack now and I cannot do homework because
I AM TIRED.

It wasn't always like this.

2010-01-10T23:00:00.000+08:00

(I blush.)
Mundane life, Everyday is School -> Lunch -> Home -> Homework -> Sleep.
Then the following day the same again and ya da da da da.
Ok, School tml. Shall turn in soon. ;)

2010-01-10T02:40:00.000+08:00

I posted something and i cross it by accident. Pizzed off ok.
(I. AM. PISSED. OFF. AND. DOWN. AND. TIRED)

Pissed off = Calculator. I hate CASIO. Fuck their damn creator. Mine died on me. Fuck.
I cannot do mathematics homework. Doesn't give me the answer i want or i dk how to use.

Down = Strongest person need a break. And I need one. Strongest person also have the rights to break down and rant off a little here and there.

Tired = It's 2.39 AM.

A good snapshot stops a moment from running away.

2010-01-09T23:58:00.001+08:00

I went to visit Pohwei today, Haha. Ok. I'm saying as if she's srsly ill.
Nah, Well. Not dead yet. God, She entertain me for the whole day.
It was fun. And instead of revising our work, We are just sum the day with..
Eating. Laughing. Joking.
Perfect day yes? Made my day nice as well. Hope she feels better!

Ugh.. We played with her Funny photographer and I almost died laughing anyway.
I will post 'em up someday. Srsly funny. I cannot stop laughing at 'em!!

Shall buy a box or a photo album. I need to print my photos out and keep 'em.
I think it's the best way to store my memories. Ok........
Nephew is here again for a one night stayover! Cute lil sweet kid.
B.Y.E. :>

When things doesn't goes the way you wanted.

2010-01-08T20:23:00.000+08:00

I never experience talking to a dickhead and I shall grow 2 pim on my face tml.
I am so angry and pissed off that I will take a riffle and shot him down in his head like how I do to the zombie.
This shall be the first and last time I'm experiencing this type of stuff with a guy,
And definitely I'm not gonna trust them like how I would used to. Disgusting freak.

Maybe jumping down from bei jing 101 would be better. :) You won't survive.
And perhaps you will make it to the headlines too, But I don't think you got the money to go till that far.
I never imagine a guy who cannot have a girl that he loved doing things like this,
Defame her and demoralize her. You ought to LEARN respect and GIVE her that.
Respect what she wants and understand what she is doing, Nothing matters most.
Only thing that matters is that, SHE IS HAPPY. without you or with you. Doesn't it?

Or you would rather want her to cry herself to sleep everyday when she's with you?
I don't see that what you doing now is A ACT OUT FROM LOVEEEE.
You didn't respect her, you didn't understand her, you didn't let her be happy.
Even though you have to swallow the fact that she's living happy without you, Or whatever.
And you had to live without her. So what if its hard? Doesn't the pain wear off when you see her smile?

I don't understand what the fuck you are think about. And I didn't wanted to know.
Cause everything you done wasn't out of love. NO, NO LOVE.
Ask you family, your closet buddys or whatever. If this is love, I would say. Love doesn't exist. AT ALL.

Try sleeping with a broken heart.

2010-01-06T21:01:00.001+08:00

Took this photo at Cousin wedding during the month of Nov.

Math was okay today, exception for the heart attack game Mdm Lee had.
Urgh.. Tiring. Chemistry teacher keep me entertained.
West mall aftermath with Pohwei and Limin. Faggot. So tired.
Homed. My shoulder was aching like total shit today, much worst then ytd.

Okay, I'm tired and I'm gonna do my damned math homework nao. Bye!
I'm gonna save up for tml. I told S i'm gonna buy a album when I strike lottery..

S helped me to get this, My horse that Hk is riding looks fat.
Boomz. Looks cute though. :] Hello! freaking 10bucks for this!!
Paying S tml.. (Take lighter a burn a hole in my pocket)
Damned..

The last thing on her mind is growing up.

2010-01-05T21:20:00.000+08:00

My mood was not in the correct one today, Feeling restless and sleepy. And I am going to take revenge at Pow. :P Serve her right.. (Evil laugh)
Went home and saw my parcel on my table! Very excitied dude, I got my Tiara earpiece.
Finally arrive after sometime which Dap and I has been looking forward to.
Yes baby, My mood went good and I had chocolate. How great is that! ;)
School tml and I'm stressing out because I don't have my life accents and my pocket burn a big big hole.
Starve for the next few days. Sad for me. ;( Awful...

And the hardest part of living Is just taking breaths to stay.

2010-01-04T18:55:00.001+08:00

First day of school was boring, But at least much fun. Abit tired and all.
Whole day was having assembly and class introduction and blah blah blah.
Maybe lesson start tml? I don't know. :> Boring. BLAH.
Meet weijie after lessons and... He paid me money and I got a top from CT. ;)
And so freaking tired naoz. Bye!

Sending you a little sunday love.

2010-01-03T20:48:00.000+08:00

Home from dinner, Gonna pack my bag later on and prepare for school tml. ;)
I like to look at flicker photos because they are awesome and some of them has great photoshop skill.
Inspire me to do alot alot of stuffs. Damn! Hehehe..
Yes! My mommy is getting me a Polaroid if she struck lottery. How funny huh.
Srsly, I'm gonna save up and get one. I swear, within this year. :P
Then budge my mom to get a oven, then a camera. (Woah) Byeeeee.

Maybe it's all for the best.

2010-01-03T02:09:00.000+08:00

School is gonna start sooooon. Instead of getting revision or doing homeworks..
I'm still putting my mask on naoz! Enjoy life hor, Clicking at fashion website watch drama and all.
But I iron my uniform today and half pack my bag. :P Damn....
I wanna buy file, Pencil case, pouch and a ear piece holder!
My pinky slip out of my handphone sock and drop on the flooor :< (heartbroken)
Oh well. Ta for now. Some sick guy took my photo on web cam and it's ugly.
But I guess he got some screw loose up in his head, He claim that CUTE.
K. BAY BAY. =D (is excited for school) I've got jet black hair and normal nails!

Schooool.

2010-01-01T22:13:00.005+08:00

School is starting soon in another 2 more days, I shall pack my cupboard tml. ;)

Dinner at night tml, Again. -.- Nephew's dad brother, Not sure why I'm going too. (Lazy)

Went to Ion to meet cousins today then to Plaza Sin to buy stuffs aftermath dinner and home.

My legs are aching! I'm very tired alsooooooo.

Brought mask today from The face shop, shall put them on later. (heheeheheh..)

Countdown on Thursday was a wreck, Pow was a mess. :P

I don't miss volka , long island , bacardi and Q1o. I almost died last night.

ZoOOooOooOomggggoOOOd. Stop pin pointing finger at others already. Tsk.

09' was a great year for me, Every year is good. Take everything as a lesson learn.

Instead of reprimand yourself or others, I learn things the hard way.

Even though not everything you plan goes the way you wanted, Or somethings are not meant to be.

And you can't force them to your way. Somethings are just meant to stay the way they are.

Also have see the darker side of human life, and different mindset people have.

But I hope 10' will be better. :)

Muacks to my four ladies, It's 4years naoz. (Kisskiss)

2010 I'm gonna.......................................

- Study. First thing that kept floating on my mindddd.

- Learn how to take care of my stuffs well.

- Study.Study.Study.Study.Study.Study.Study.Study.Study.Study.Study.Study.

Study.Study.Study.Study.Study.Study.Study.Study.Study.Study.Study.Study.

- Polaroid, How long have I been ranting to get one! Damn. :< Save up.

2009-12-31T02:40:00.000+08:00

Yes, my eyes are gonna close soon. And my mind is half sleeping while I'm typing this! :)

Party tml and I shall go get my sleep now, Byebye!

Meet me halfway.

2009-12-29T22:39:00.000+08:00

Very extremely tired today! Wake up super early in the morning to meet Sheep and Benny. =)
In the morning is : School -> S's house to put his books -> Cut their hair -> S's house again -.- -> Home.
Aftermath, went to Bpp to meet them then to Irc. So that means I tap in and out! :<
Home later, to have dinner ;) Coz I only have milk tea in the morning (yums)

Should I go out tml? I've been going out for the past 2days! And I've still another 2days to go.
My wallet pressure very high :<

Over due Christmas photo :> Not all of my cousins are in the photo yet!

He's gonna find ways to deal with me after he saw this.

2009-12-28T22:46:00.000+08:00

Oh.. Did I? Doesn't that makes me feel like a lesbian! That's very sad. Yes?
You talking 'bout me? Ahh.. Don't worry too! I fucking hate ya, So we're the same yes?
I didn't have the intention to affect her, But well.. I did it! (Grins)
And because of me, her love change? Oh, That's very sad. But, We are not IN LOVE.
(omfg, I can still drool over cute guys and get myself a boyf so i don't need that. Duh.)
So don't worry, you can try to take her away from me. I will welcome that. :)

Yes, That's the end. I guess I have nothing more to say to you? Right.
Thanks for ruining my night, Hope you have nightmares! :>
I don't know how are you gna deal with me after you saw this but..
I simply could not be bother with this anyway.

What's that? Say again.

2009-12-26T02:03:00.000+08:00

"Do you know the most surprising thing about heartache? It doesn’t actually kill you. Like a bullet to the heart, or a head-on car wreck, it should. When someone you’ve promised to cherish forever says, “I never loved you,” it should kill you instantly. You shouldn’t have to wake up day after day after that, trying to understand how in the world you didn’t know."

(via Eletheowl)

Yeah, Why doesn't it kills? Maybe your heart may stop for a second and pop you go. :>

I'm just amazed by how some people does things for their love. Can I sentence it like that?
Anyway, Maybe I'm really NOT that good. Perhaps I'm the meanest girl you ever met/known.
Blahblahblah.. Maybe every guy is like that or what? Maybe not all, People like my cousins and Lee's bf.

I swear I would want to get a Bf like my cousin :> (Hehehe..)

Alright it's 2 am now and I'm still not sleeping, Back from X'mas party.
Srsly, My hands are aching big time because of playing 3hr of Wii. Tsktsk..

Won't be posting till the starting of next week.

2009-12-25T14:56:00.000+08:00

Is very touched when I receive my X'mas present from Daphne and Pow!
Shock also, Because both of them are never the one who will get their hands on those arty stuffs.
Like how I do and Des does because of her Bf. :)
I like it very much!! Hehe..
(Love)

My heart is not enough for you.

2009-12-25T14:19:00.000+08:00

Merry X'mas. :)
Meeting Pow for awhile later on, As she and Dap has presents for me and Lee!
What a sweet thug! So sad that our Fudge didn't make it so we can't gave them.
But we got better things in mind so shall make it a belated then. :P

Ok, Anyway.. Going over to Lot1 later on to get Pizza then to Cousin house for party.
I'm mostly excited bout it, Hehe.. That's all. Update more soon.

Spendid :)

2009-12-23T22:29:00.001+08:00

Rice balls on Tuesday, I'm missing it nao. Waiting for P to send photos for FEP today.
Damn. Crazy crowd but money well spend! :) 2 dress and a slipper.
Day was splendid! Er. If you can say so, I was happy anyway (hehe.. evil grins)
Great with my two fav! One that will miss a 300 bus to accompany me :P
And another one that is great! Humorous joke all the way to keep us entertain! ;>
It's a pity that Monkeh cannot join us, If not hehe. More fun. Plox.

Busy~

2009-12-21T22:15:00.000+08:00

Splendid day spend with a book and Pinky. :) Loves today's warm and evening light.
Makes me feeeeeel so gooood. Will be having 1st x'mas party for the Cousins @ Julian's house.
I'm looking forward! Heard there will be exchange for presents and pot luck. ;)

Town tml with my fav! Shop for a dress to wear for my cousin's wedding on the 27th @ Goodwood parkkk.
What a last minute thing!

Meeting Des on wed :)

Reminder : Do red eye fix for Ju's wedding photos!!

Orchard @ Ion.

2009-12-19T13:51:00.000+08:00

Lots of laughter as usual, Tsk. Can't imagine my life with this shorty who goes around sniffing people's armpit.
LOL. :)

Chat with Des.

2009-12-18T00:51:00.002+08:00

Desiree ﺕ I miss you. says:
aiyo, sibei sian leh
just downloaded
heheheh
i somehow think that space cowboy very cool leh omg
hahah
his face, like so special kind
[c=1]ϋ Felicia's.[/c] says:
haha
ok lor
like cowboy.
Desiree ﺕ I miss you. says:
_l_
i think he look like space more

Babe. His face really look like Cowboy. ;)
I always have fun talking to her HEHEHEHEHEE.

2009-12-18T00:31:00.002+08:00

Felicia is gonna learn baking and bake cookies for next year x'mas!!!
(Inserts smiley face) Anyone willing to give it a shot? Hehehe..
Physco Mom to buy a oven soon. :P

Is @ http://whenitslate.tumblr.com.

Is a happy girl.

2009-12-17T23:37:00.000+08:00

I freaking wanna go to visit the english someday, To take look at their sharp nose and blue/green/brown eyes.
Or maybe some freckles on their face and some of their lovely or amazing hair.
Places like.. New York, USA, Paris, England, Las Vegas, America and blahblahblah.

Damn. Next year i'm so gonna find a job to save money and buy a slr.
(Inserts smiley face) Wellll, Well... Orchard with my part time bf tml. Tsk..
Bye!! :)

2009-12-16T18:26:00.001+08:00

3078) I know from the back of my head that you're just using me. You call me only when you're really bored and no one's home to dota with you, you talked to me nicely only to know that your friends skipped school and you had no one to have lunch with, you text me saying you miss me only when it strikes you, when you club you never once remembered me. You're only using me. And stupidly, I let this happen.

(via : sgsecret.)

Summer love.

2009-12-16T11:54:00.001+08:00

I can't wait for schooool to reopen! :) Have not been using much of the computer.
Yesterday went Cousin house to watch Paranormal Activity and Cloudy with a chance of meatballs!
Paranormal wasn't very scary, Abit tad boring. But cloudy with a chance of meatballs was awesome!
Cute animation. Thursday gonna go and take P's clothes for her. (Inserts sulky face)
Then Friday to Orchard to fix her computer, She claim got 2 computer and very heavy.
AhhhHhHhHhHh. Gonna do housework now. If not Grandma gonna snatch the mop with me.

Pretty loot.

2009-12-14T22:27:00.003+08:00

My loot for today!! (inserts happy face) Ok. While Daphne and Esther brought dress.
I spend like 17bucks for this little pretty shit!!
Today was enjoyable! If only my headache didn't struck me huh :)
Hope dap lovelovelove her present and today, Even though it's belated!

Chat between me and my mom :
Me: Mummy, drink milk tea will full or make you even hungry ah.
(Cos you know tea will digest your food and make you hungry)
Mummy: Drink milk tea will make you have gastric.
(Mummy and Me laughing)
Me: (stop and show lame face) Then Mummy also show me lame face!

Cute right? :P

I guess you never knew me at all.

2009-12-12T01:02:00.002+08:00

Yes, this mean little cute monster have been making me chase him these few days.
Playing with ball, Blow bubble, Water play, Watch Little Einstein, Mickey mouse clubhouse, Children songs and Tiger and Pooh.
Wreck. He can just sit there and watch his disc which have been repeating for the past 1hour, And yet he will still turn to you and smile at you showing you his white baby milk teeth.

Cute not!
(Grins) I love to pinch his cheeks!

Hope Pohwei come back fast, Me and desiree have to punish her!! :P
I want to rant to her over the phone, have dinner together and then have SHOP-TILL-DROP session. Too bad, She just have too much money. HAHA.

Ok anyway, This will be a wordy post. :)
But well.. I made Desiree scolding me vulgar all over the phone.
I swear my phone is gonna go "ka boom" or something like that.
So ya, I made her walk from the fire station there to my hse bus stop.
Imagine how much vulgar she swore!!! Omg, i think for the 7mins on phone.
Out of 10 words 8 words are vulgar. (HEHE..)

Bus to Imm brought things and home within 4hours? Yep.
Good kid, Can't imagine she wanted to go home early.
Wtfzzxx. Ok, plans for tml cancel!!! Cos some dumb piggy is sick.
OH WELL. That's LEE anyway. BYE!

Dead beat.

2009-12-10T22:44:00.000+08:00

I have been pretty busy and tired recently, I don't know why.
Done housework and all the laundry that I didn't do for weeks. I need to sleep early.
Have been sleeping late and waking up early! Gosh, My panda eyes is getting worst. :'(
Zzzz... Yay yay. I'll be meeting Lee tml and i'm excited. G'na go Imm!
Vivo was cancel cos lee is a lazy pig :( aw...

Everything around you will change.

2009-12-09T00:16:00.000+08:00

My first shop alone experience was... GREAT WITH AWESOME AND FAN-TA-STICCC.
Long bus ride back and home, Was totally great. :) (enjoy)
Make me feel goOoOOoOoOoOd. Saw Fared alight the same bus as me. :D
Nephew came over for stayover in the evening! Cousin brought Taiwan's famous pineapple tart!
As he went there for honeymoon, Damned lucky guy ;(
Brought legging for me and a shirtttttt. Yesyes, if not i'm gonna slaughter himmmmm.
Heheh..

Something you lost and you can never get it back.

2009-12-07T18:01:00.000+08:00

I have been watching 海派甜心 lately. Can't imagine how Show can be so charming.
I love his charater in that show. When he turn to the mean guy. Tsk..
:)

Felicia's carousel.

2009-12-07T01:54:00.000+08:00

I was up for 1hour plus doing this. I swear it looks much better in real life ok.

Late.

2009-12-06T15:50:00.001+08:00

"Oftentimes, you are not really afraid of loving someone. You're just afraid of not being loved back."

With cousin and his wife.

I'm damn elated when i cut the cake. More at fb, I dont like to spam my blog with photo. :)
And srsly dislike the way blogger compose my picture till the quality so sucky. Ew.

Damn.

I never agreed.

2009-12-05T22:28:00.000+08:00

"You can't make something feel right when you know that it's wrong."
Mom agree on a ipod nano with me for a exchange of good grades.
It's a pretty tempting deal yes? :) But i'm still thinking if it's right to do so.
Because I don't wanna disappoint her, I've been making empty promises to her ya'know.
Since like, Primary 6. "I will study hard one, Buy for me leh" Tsk.

So it's likeeeeeeeeeeee. I'm 15 and I have been saying this sentence for like.. Uhm..
4years? Horrible. Should I should I should I? :(

You thought you are always the only one.

2009-12-04T17:06:00.000+08:00

"It's hard to pretend you love someone when you don't, but its harder to pretend that you don't love someone when you really do."

I'm like so tired, I swear I won't sleep after 2 ever again. I slept till 1+pm.
Shingz. Done with tedious housework, School gonna reopen in another. Em...
27 days? ;) Yep, If i'm not wrong lah... My life has been so mundane.
Have been watching 海派甜心. Yes, like finally. -.-
Ok, I'm off now. Truckloads of stuff to do before school reopen.
Gonna clear them. ;)

Locking hearts.

2009-12-03T20:04:00.000+08:00

"To love someone who can never love you back is like striving to get a perfect score in a non-recorded exam."

I caught New Moon today, With sister. While auntie and her friend caught 2012.
It was awesomeeeee. I was staring at Jacob's abs more then his face!
He look so nice to hug with his abs, (drooling)
Ok, I'll end here. I'm so not in the mood now, I need to control me temper. :<

I'm off, Fuck it. Time alone. ;)

2009-12-02T13:52:00.006+08:00

My birthday celebration @ IRC.

Everything is so awesome, Thanks to my darlings for planning everything!
I was tricked, So touched when Pow suddenly jump out from irc's toliet!
Surprise, hahahahahahahahaha!!! Ok, Thanks to Bf also. :)

I got the most super duper awesome gifts from Earth!!
That is............................
Pohwei Desiree Daphne Joseph Cheeshoon Aryn Thianseng Guanchin Benny Junfeng Gordius!!!
For coming down to Irc and everything, Cake presents wishes and all!

Not to forget, Carlson Aline Katy Weekiat April Esther Amanda Bibi Ziyang for their wishes.

Of cause, My precious family members!
Cousin Julian and Huiwen (Happy birthday biao-sao!) Cousin Anie Cousin Jackie Cousin Joleen and her husband Esmond Mommy and aunty for the cash!

Yesyes, This year birthday is da bomb!!
Not only I get to celebrate my bday with Huiwen @ Amara hotel,
I got presents, cash and HELL LOTS OF FUN! :)

Thanks everyone, This is fucking memorable! <3
Photos removed, :) I find them irritating cos there were too much.
Check em out on my facebook or my friends blog. ;)

I'm not worth it.

2009-12-01T14:11:00.001+08:00

Cause of blur photo is because I shook my hands. Enjoy myself past 2days!
Birthday with Aline and Huiwen tml, I'm pretty excited.
Cos I'm not only the one! Hands have been aching for days, (Z)
Just hung the phone with Desiree and Pohwei, (Kiss) Miss them much~
Get to see them tml, (double happy) Yaya, And my Monkeh daphne. :)

Chew me up.

2009-11-27T22:27:00.000+08:00

I'll be away till Monday, :) Tml will be going down to Cousin house in the afternoon.
Than sleepover to help out with stuffs aftermath his wedding day the following day.
Sleeping over at his hotel till Monday. ;-) Bye!!!!!

Dead on arrival.

2009-11-26T18:18:00.000+08:00

It's a sunny day!!!! I just took a slip of lemonade. (HAHAHAH what a joke, Just kidding)
Just finish Jennifer's body. Megan Fox is awfully hot in the movie!
Such a sad thing that Needy's bf died. Aw...
My fringe is short, The auntie who cut my fringe seems happily snapping my hair away while chit chatting with my aunt. But I was gasping with my eyes going like O.O all the way till she kept her scissors! Awful.
And I feel that the picture up there, I look like a vampire with my teeth.
(EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE)
I fucking hate it. ew..

basshunter's.

2009-11-25T20:43:00.001+08:00

Nevermind the old poster aye, It's a 1990 movie. And it's nice!

According to my memory when I was around 5 or 6 years old, ;)

For some reasons, I thought they might have alittle look alike :P

I have been listening to Basshunter's music because they remind me of this movie.

I swear my fucking head off, ~~His mtv's actress is too hot for her picture to be here!~~

You will get a nosebled, But it's a pity she's a ex-pornstar. :/ But hot. (swear)
Though I don't really like trance/techno. But, I find his music pretty good. :O

So how you think of her? Pretty aye? ;) But ya, She looks hot in all of the mtv.
^^ Ok, Enough of the pictures spam. I'm gonna head off to bed early tonight.
Cos I'm fucking tired~

Mistake.

2009-11-25T18:35:00.000+08:00

Sorry if my ultra face chubby face scares you off. :)
I got a hair cut today, And I think it doesn't looks really awesome. LOL.
Anyway, Today is fucking hot. And I got some cookies'N'cream ice cream in my fucking system!!!!
\m/
But I missed out Subway cookies, (Sad) Ok, Bye!

Bad romance.

2009-11-24T20:13:00.000+08:00

Seriously awesome, I hope I can get everything I want in life. It's impossible.
And everything you want, You have to work hard for.
There's no free lunch in a world that is harsh like this. Sure enough.
I need some cookies in my fucking system now plz. ;(

Been feeling tired ever since I woke up from my bed, Sleeping early tonight.
(Grrrrr..) Should I go with Dap on Ms Zhang wedding? If not, Well..
Leave her with one of my male malay classmate? Might be a good idea though ;)

2009-11-23T22:56:00.002+08:00

And all I know is that Lady gaga looks fucking awesome in this video.
Such a sad and wild song. Mixture feelings, (kiss)
She even wore the pretty awesome heels that they got on the runway!

Fucking cool. It's called heartbeats made by lady gaga with Dr.Dre. ;)
E. I hope to get one.

Learning to fall.

2009-11-23T20:09:00.001+08:00

Finally some pictures, :) Check out the burger I had for lunch today! (Yummy)
Look at the burger and not how ugly my face is. -.-

I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded gun, complex cock it and pull it

You're a hot mess.

2009-11-22T22:51:00.000+08:00

I brought my loafer heels @ Imm today. ;) Thanks Mommy, hehe. (love)
I hate my long fringe now. My handphone has no battery now and she is replenishing energy! (K)
Hibernating myself at home for this week, Then it's my cousin's big day!
Pretty excited \m/ I'll be staying over at his house the day before and at the hotel on his big day!
How cool can this get!!!!

I want to taste this!! Looks so yummy right!
Called Macaroons, Don't need to fly to other countries to get it y'know.
Sweet little stuff You can get it at Singapore ^^ I want to tasteeeee this!

Longest post ever, Lawl. I'm in a good mood today, Cos I got Meiji Milk (K)
I swear, God diva's chocolate spread are the awesome chocolate spread I ever tasted!
Mom's boss got one for her at Germany. :) Tasty~

a battle with my own emotions.

2009-11-21T22:55:00.001+08:00

My phone just died on me, With full battery. Her Lcd screen tells me it's gonna die soon.
I like the new E72 and I hope to get it. But. :) Forget it.

You thought everything is over, Actually is not.

2009-11-20T21:34:00.001+08:00

Doing the same thing at home everyday,
Wake up. Eat. Watch Tv. Talk. Yawn. Sleep.
Then another day with the same old one, :) Tml will be going out with Mom and same for the following day.
My hair smells of strong conditioner now, Which I think it's smelly.

I'm on tumblr now. If you want to check for updates.
My itchy hands made me change my blogskin again. (hehe)
I've been on good terms with family, I'm so fucking glad for this. ;)
Hope gran's leg will recover soon!!!!

Play pretend.

2009-11-19T18:03:00.001+08:00

New hair colour, I think it looks awesome. Use the shampoo one~

Fuck you from me to you.

2009-11-17T21:23:00.002+08:00

\m/

Hell yea' I'll be back soon. More update on Friday!

Nothing change.

2009-11-15T20:33:00.002+08:00

Short post for now, The connection is super lousy la plzzzzz.
Took me a nong time to load one page, Z. I'm super tired today.
Went far east after my cousin house, It was a last min decision.
So went there with shorts, t-shirt and slippers.
Brought dress for cousin wedding and a fake eyelash. ^^ I just tried them on!
I.looking.fucking.bimbo.fullstop.

I'm still lack of a pair of heels! (yawns) I'm effing tired, Won't be updating that often I guess.
Cos, I-like-to-keep-myself-busy-this-few-days-at-home. And....
I enjoy being at home. :) I swear, This is true!

2009-11-14T21:15:00.000+08:00

How's your day? Mine is not too good, But alright. Still ok. :)
I'm freaking bored now and I'm missing my darlings. Yay~ Hope to meet them soon. ^^

Perhaps, I should just spare a thought for Mom.
Sometimes. And should just fucking grow up. I'm already turning fifteen! God..
Should not be so selfish!!
>;( I'm gonna change. (Ugh....)

2009-11-13T19:56:00.000+08:00

I did all of my laundry and enjoyed looking @ Dap's blog. How's your day? ;)

2009-11-12T21:16:00.001+08:00

Feeling super sad now, Told Bf can't meet for tml. Cos I have so much things to do!!
And the reason was cos I'm lazy and when I saw the mountain of clothes I have to wash.
I just keep telling myself "Tml lor, Tml then wash la." Yayaya, Tml till now :(
Eeeeyer! I'll meet him on Monday then, Have to motivate myself to wash clothes for tml. -.- Z.
Bye-Bye!!!!!

And less meet up doesn't results to feeling fade la (cross arms) *angry*
Only lesser time spend together you know, Hehe. I miss you ok, :P

I'm @ Tumblr, <3

2009-11-10T16:38:00.001+08:00

"All of the things that I thought were so easy, Just got harder and harder each day."

Stayed @ home today!

I got myself doing my laundry, Sweeping and mopping the floor.
'Cos grandma was doing sewing and cutting inside my room, Very dusty. :/
Was exhausted, So went to grab a snack. What's worst of all, I bite my lips when I was eating!!
(Ew...) Feeling so tired now, But i'm left with four stuffs on my to-do list. :/
Yawns..
Pray that I won't fall asleep later on. ;)

2009-11-09T21:50:00.000+08:00

Out today, to be a massive lightbulb. With Cheeshoon and Pow. (omg)
Lot of laughters, HAHA. Enjoy my day well. ;) Went Ikea. Spend all my cash away.
And I fucking love my flowery container + I'm dying to be a interior desginer. :P
Ok. There I go dreaming again, Short post for now. I'm halfway thru packing my room.
:) Bye.

Confuse :/

2009-11-08T20:49:00.000+08:00

"Smile, because it might be the only sun, in someone's day."

I feel sad today, ;'( So confuse. Don't really know what to do. Z.

2009-11-07T23:59:00.001+08:00

nicotine level running low, Damn. :/

Reluctant to let go.

2009-11-07T16:24:00.003+08:00

"Eventually, you learn how to hold back tears and act like you don't care."

(via eletheowl., Brightblinds.)

Back from outside, Met up with Cousin. He knew that I got retain and gave lots of advices.
No hurtful words, It's only that I can feel that he is disappointed.
Should just fucking buck up now and chase after what I've missed, (Sigh)
Ok, End of post. Byebye.

There's always a time for everything, But not now. ;/

2009-11-06T23:16:00.005+08:00

"Smile. Let everyone know that today you’re a lot stronger than you were yesterday."
(via eletheowl., Brightblinds.)

My way of living, I always like it when people see me as strong. Don't like it when I'm weak. (Yucks)
Yep, Stay happy. Like me. (HEHEHE)
Life has been the same, Again. Only that Lee came over today, For fun.
Brought chips and drinks before that, Had a huge time playing.
Ohyea, Brought "My sister's keeper" book yesterday. Haven't start reading.
Not sleeping early today, Gonna do some work before that. I'm addicted to playing facebook. ;)
Bugis tml with Mom.

Yaya, I post 'cos bf ask me to do so. Good girl right? So rare that I'm listening to him now.
(Hahahahahahahah.) Shall disturb him after his dota match. >;)

2009-11-04T22:18:00.002+08:00

Happy 2nd anniversary. :) (which is ending in another 2hours time.)
Lawl.

2009-11-04T20:34:00.002+08:00

Tired, I've not been posting much because my life is still the same.
Gonna start revising, Got my combination class. Same class, Lol.

I'm a fuck up person, Indeed. Indeed. :)

2009-11-02T20:32:00.000+08:00

Have no intention of blogging actually, But I just wanted to blog my neon nails. :P
So pretty! I'm gonna get the pink one, (Woot) I have fun playing with Lee's bf dog, Suki.
He's fucking cute plz. :) Kayz. Bye!

2009-11-01T11:06:00.001+08:00

I have no photos to post. :B I'm having a boring life,
My holidays start tml and I'm meeting Lee. \m/ Heck, While me and her slack and roam around.
The rest of them are having extra lessons in school. For the whole week. :B
Gonna stop using computer, 2months of holidays. What the heck should I do?
Study? The same stuffs? Then when school reopen i can sleep in class already right! (Hehe)
Kayz, Bye.

2009-10-31T20:17:00.000+08:00

Wee-u-weet. Bugis trip with Pow was nice, Only if she didn't make me wait for 40mins!
(Laughs) Spend 30bucks there, Brought a top, Earing and Watch. :)
While Pow, Spend more then mine. Harhar. Okie, 5hours shopping was a killer.
But nice, Enjoy myself. While Pow was cursing her buys, her wallet and bank. Lmao!
Hehe. I'mma in a deep shit now, 130bucks for my phone bill. Heck. :'(
At least, it rain, Better then never. Love cold days! :D Had ice cream with pow before heading home.

2009-10-30T20:23:00.000+08:00

Kayz, Last day of school for me and Desiree. :) Nice day. Desiree falled down.
(Funny) Hehe! I'm fucking bored now, Watching drama which seems so no life.
Crapz, I've been staring for that bloody cammie for hours. -.- Z. No idea why.
Took many pictures with friends today @ Swens or in school. \m/
Tml, Going down to Amk to collect spree clothes! Finally arrive *$.$*
Aftermath, Bugis next for walk?
KAYZ. I NEED TO FIND ENTERTAINMENT.
AND I NEED TO STOP STARING AT THE CAMMIE PHOTO.
FUCKED UP. :'(

2009-10-29T13:31:00.001+08:00

Watching Little einsteins, influence from Nephew. But lucky him, Is in Genting now.
:P Skip school today because I over slept. When I woke up it was 7.25 already.
Wtf. HAHAHAHA.

[edit] I love today! Because I over slept plus I got maggie for my lunch, And i could'nt finish up.
So I throw half of the packet away. :P K. Then I had fruits later.. So yummy!
I'mma hungry now, And I laze my whole day away. And finally it's raining!
Which hype up my mood. :D Ok. Tata. Holidays are coming in another 3 days? Lol.
Wondering what should I do? Study is a must, But watching drama is a must too!
Now, I prefer to stay at home :> And I want to do shopping!

Mom asked me not to buy the cammie, She says that I should not see what I like then I buy.
Waste money. And that, She thinks that it isn't worth the money plus useless.
MYGOD. :'( But I really want it, Should I conti saving up or just wreck the thought of getting it?
*Sobz* [/edit]

2009-10-28T21:56:00.000+08:00

Treasure before you lost everything or treasure only when you have lost everything?
Even though sometimes letting go might seems the only way,
But. Who cares, Enjoy your youth to the max. \m/ Still young and a long road to go!
I'mma happy girl, Because I'm starting to look life from a different angle.
Had much laughters with Ahma, I got her laughing! (Hehe)
K. 10 soon, Gonna ask my Boyfriend to ring me up.
MY GOD. My mother ask me bout the camera just now. Got chance. :P

2009-10-27T18:22:00.000+08:00

I want to get this!
Any other blogshop selling this though?